Getting over the milestones blues?

⭐️MerFerret⭐️ • 👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼 • Beagle mama • Lupus & Fibro • 🏳️‍🌈 bi

Today would have been the first day of our third trimester. I can't help but look at my normal sized belly and feel empty.

It's my fertile week so I'm trying to concentrate on that, but it's so hard to not focus on the negative feelings. They seem to be swallowing me.

Prayer and redirecting thoughts doesn't appear to help at all today.