With my first pregnancy I got a baby book and just a few items and a present of a jumpsuit from my mum.

The baby book only has the cover done and i dont know what to do with it. I feel if I throw it out it is disrespectful. If I give it away maybe it's a bad omen. But I know it's not logical to keep it forever.

With the items I dont know how i feel about using it for our rainbow on the way. I feel it's like maybe its replacing that baby if I do and I dont want that. Am I a bad person if I use the stuff?

I know I overthink everything :( I miss my first babe like crazy