This happened this morning

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I have PCOS & it took me and my husband 11yrs to conceive our 1st. He just turned 4yrs old a few days ago. We were in complete shock when we found out up until the day he was born and life has never been the same. It has been the most amazing roller coaster ride. About 1yr after my son was born we had a chemical. We were devistated and my body has been out of wack ever since, & having PCOS our odds were not in favor. Until last week i took a pg test and there was a half line and very very faint, i took it as a damaged test. A few days later i took one in the morning but i had peed several times throughout the night and the test was negative. My mind was at ease. Ok im not PG. But then this morning while in mid stream i snapped... I have 1 more test left and what the hell. So i held it and struggled getting the pack open and finally i was able to pee on the stick, ( sorry tmi) & to my surprise, i was in complete shock. The odds are against me and Christmas miracles do come true.