Back to work

Today was my first day back at work. I dropped my daughter off with my MIL, cried as soon as I set the car seat down, pulled it together for work, made it through the day somehow, but as soon as I was in my car I started crying. I missed her so much. I held her and cried until she demanded to be fed. Now I can't bear to set her down. My husband doesn't fully understand, but at least he isn't laughing. Today was hard and holding her is making everything better.