Hi guys, since being pregnant I have been noticing that I feel gross/unclean all the time

I'm 5ft 240lbs, and like not once before getting pregnant did I feel this way.(16ws :) ) I was comfortable with me and my relationship and I liked me. Now I don't :(

I find I need to shower more cause I feel like I permiate a smell. Like used to shower every other day now it's daily.

I don't let my bf touch me cause I feel gross (body hair is darker, I feel like a whale, my skin is all cracked and dry and ick, my body is changing and frankly the mirror says it's worse imo)

Like this is my first pregnancy I just feel so down about it and instead of glowing and happy and what I actually feel is moepey, dirty, fat, tired, and well anyone get what I'm saying? Am I alone?