Feeling down ☹️

FTM, 41+2 and absolutely no sign of baby. I had a membrane sweep yesterday, they said cervix was soft, 50% effaced and 1cm dilated. I feel like I’m so far off and I think about it every second of the day and feel like I’ll never go into labour ☹️ being induced on Saturday if nothing happens but will have to say goodbye to the birth centre birth which I had my heart set on.

Sorry to moan!