Most silly doctors appt 😒

Saw one if the doctors I don’t normally see for my 39+1 week appointment. I asked her to do a membrane sweep and shes like “oh that’s painful, but okay.” So her fingers are all the way up my hooha and she’s like “my fingers aren’t very long, I’m not sure if this will do anything” 🙃 like thanks for telling me while you’re hand is up there.. I was really hoping for a legitimate sweep and now I feel like I didn’t get it ☹️ just want this baby out before Christmas so we can spend our first Christmas in our new home together with our 2 year-old