Maternity Leave

Ladies, I just found out that my employer does not pay for any maternity leave due to the company being under 50 employees. Ugh! I wasn’t expecting this, what do I do?! My husband is very frugal and we have money saved but I can’t help but feeling so angry at this. He gets paid paternity leave and I don’t and I am having the child. Not to mention while I’m out I have the choice to pay for my medical insurance. How the heck am I supposed to pay for that all while not being paid?! Does this piss off anyone else or am I the only over emotional momma out there?