I honestly don’t know who to turn to right now so I just thought I’d post. I’m really just not in the spirit of Christmas, it’s great to be home and seeing my family but I just don’t feel happy, sad, or mad. I just finished another semester of college and did horribly. Well just failed in my heaviest credit class (5) and it took my grade from a 3. to a 2.1 I feel like a failure to myself and family, like I’m wasting all of their money and bringing home shitty grades. Yes I’ve been going to a tutor but the best left and the others are hardly there so I really was trying to bring up my grade and now I’m under the full time student credits. I don’t know how I’m supposed to tell them that I got such a low grade knowing how hard they’re working to pay for me to go. I’m just very disappointed in myself and feel guilty.

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