Delivered my babygirl & then my placenta..at home? TMI WITH PICTURES!!

Jocelyne

OKAY YALL. Coming through with this story I wanna hear everyone’s thoughts & opinions on what happened to me. I’m still in shock and still recovering. Well I delivered my precious baby girl at 37 weeks 3 days on 12/13 @ 8:35am. My due date was 12/31. I went in for a regular appointment with my OB to see if I was dilated. I was dialed at 2cm, but my BP spiked up and protein was found in my urine. Doc told me to go straight to L&D so she could induce. So I go, get all settled into my room at 2:45pm. Fast forward when I get my epidural, around 5pm and sadly my epidural failed me. I could still feel everything throughout my labor. My contractions were so so bad, the next day around 6am I was still in labor babygirl did not wanna drop. Finally around 7:40am they got the room ready so I could deliver her. It was the absolute hardest thing I’ve ever done. I was so tired, in so much pain. I could barely push. An hour later, and a ton of pushes little Ximena was born. Okay now fast forward a few days later, I was discharged on 12/14. This is where it gets insane for me!! On Sunday 12/16 around 10:30pm, I was just talking to my mans in bed like usual and I instantly feel this TERRIBLE PAIN. I mean holy shit I started moaning and crying as soon as I felt it. I was yelling like how I was in labor at one point. I started to panic because I thought I had to poop but I had already had my first poop after delivery and I never felt pain regardless of having stitches (I tore.) so I ask my hubby to walk me to the bathroom because I just couldn’t even do that alone. Still crying and panicking also hyperventilating I sit on the toilet and attempt to push so I could “poop” yeah no, it wasn’t a poop. My SO was like “if you want to poop you need to calm down and just relax” I was like NO I CANT IT HURTS BABY IT HURTS. So finally I told myself okay I have to just let my “poop” out but then I realized the burning pain wasn’t in my butt, it was in my VAGINA. You guys I opened my legs and my body just knew to push and out came this HUGE piece of placenta. I knew instantly what it was, so did everyone else. Now this is why I’m so upset, after delivery I went into emergency surgery for a D&C to remove my placenta because my OB couldn’t remove it herself, since my pelvic bone was too narrow for her to even reach all the way. So I went under specifically so she could take out my placenta or whatever was left. So what did she end up removing??? Smh, days later I DELIVERED IT MYSELF. I still shake at the thought of the amount of pain I was in during that time. I’m physically, emotionally and mentally scarred from this. Let alone from my labor too it was so rough. Another thing y’all, as SOON as my placenta came out I felt instant relief. I could walk so much better, I wasn’t in as much pain. I could literally just sit and talk to everyone. It’s so ridiculous and insane. So I went to her office and I took my lovely piece of placenta in a container and demanded answers. Of course she acted like it was completely normal. But we will probably sue. This is just too much.. she gave us false answers to me and my family. And then straight up acted like nothing, no sympathy no concern. She actually wanted me to get another D&C that same day I went to her office. HA yeah, I don’t trust her. But I found a new gynecologist who is amazing, and they’re giving me medicine to hopefully pass whatever I have left out of my body since my last doctor didn’t do her job properly. What would you ladies do?? Would you be upset?? Going through a terrible labor, and then having to basically labor again at home because of your doctors fault?? I wanna know because I’m so angry and confused and just sad and still sore from recovering from all of this. Here are some pictures. TMI.