TMI ! (Annoy) six weeks PP HELP

So I’m six weeks PP my husband as been very patient the like 2 weeks his be working and has gotten back he knew 6 week was the all clear to get back in to 😉 (sex) he had talked his self up those weeks!!!! The annoying part is while we’re were doing it just before I got on he was supposed to have grabbed the condom and had put it on BUT actually he ejaculated in to his hand before then he went in to me because he thought he catch it all 😡 and didn’t think we needed it anymore (I wasn’t aware that it wasn’t 😡😡 I know you can get pregnant pecum but what are the chances of actually getting pregnant like this?

When I went and cleaned myself up I couldn’t feel any of his “friends” I’m literally so scared

I tried to get the morning after pill but I live rural so my chemist had to order it in, in the next intake on Sunday

I have still been bleeding the day before I was bleeding little bit so they give me hope I haven’t ovulated yet but there is change I could still!

Please be respectful I’m have genuinely tried to do that right thing! But Nothing really working in my way