Pregnant 4 months PP 😅

I’m currently 4 months pp, I got my first period at 12 weeks pp. I EBF so I was super surprised. I had sex 2 days after my period ended, we had a little trouble when my fiancé went to pull out the condom came off. I didn’t think anything of it until now, I’m 10 days late. I took a test three days ago and it was negative. But I have this gut feeling that I’m pregnant, I’m going to test again tonight but I just really don’t want to be pregnant. I’m almost embarrassed about it and that makes me feel bad and I also feel bad for my daughter because I’m scared I won’t be able to give her enough attention if I’m pregnant. Everything is just getting to a new normal, we’re about to make some huge life changes, and we didn’t even want another baby for 2 more years. Im super crampy, emotional, nauseous (I’m blaming that on the anxiety), and I’m having the same discharge (sorry for the tmi) I had when I was pregnant. Ugh, has anyone else been in the same situation and either 1. NOT been pregnant or 2. Been pregnant and everything turned out okay?