Preparing for another loss..😕

Beatrice 👶🏽 👶🏽 🌈🌈🌈

I went in for lab work Monday and my hcg level was 916. Went for repeat lab work yesterday and just called for the results and the new level is 1,181. No where near doubling. My doctor is on vacation so I only spoke to her nurse. I’ll be boarding a cruise ship tomorrow for our annual Christmas vacation and won’t be returning until the 30 which means I won’t have an opportunity to speak to my doc until, at the earliest, the 31st. Not experiencing and bleeding or pain other than intermittent cramps here and there which isn’t new. I’ll add that at my appointment Monday (i was 5w2d) she say the gestational sac only. I’m terrified I’m preparing to miscarry again all while being away from home during a time that should be joyous. Please whisper a prayer for me. If anyone has a shared experience with a positive outcome, please share. We miscarried twice this year (February and July). I’m feeling a bit hopeless at the moment. Thanks ladies. ❤️