So I lived away from my family an I was seeing if I was able to get a ride yesterday in Order to be around for Christmas . Well my boyfriend the man who wants to marry me soon wanted to meet my family . But I had to pack as much much of mine into the car as possible . Because when a ride came it was unexpected an I thought that maybe a ride would come the next day or two an pick me up or maybe on Christmas morning . But unexpectedly my mom came to give me a ride . But she said they not able to pay the bills anymore because something with the job fucked up . An so apparently I was being told I wasn't able to live there no more that I had to go back to my home town . Not to mention I was middle of taking a shower an was in deep thoughts.....an I felt something deep down that something bad was going to happen that very day or some times very soon ....an I felt like someone was telling me or like a gut feel telling me I should talk to my boyfriend an ask him what's up an why has it seemed like he's been very stressed the last several days straight . But I assumed he was stressed with him mom . An I found a day before my ride . But I found out someone was trying to sabotage his weed or vape of some sort with something very verrrrrrrrrry bad that could even kill him . So I knee he was stressed about that but later on I felt like it was more to that but I assumed it was his mom . But after leaving an going to my home town I found out that it might take a very long time till I'm able to see him face to face because my home town is pretty far . Where it might be a year or two . Like he would have been able to text . But he doesn't have wifi at home . But the main thing I wanted for Christmas is him being there with me an my son with family . An after I got to the house in my home town i got everything situated an settled down . I got onto the wifi . An I usually go on the actual Facebook part but I wanted to set my profile because I found out I was able to state who I had a relationship with . An I go on the Facebook . An I saw a post that was posted few hours after I left an the post was his mom saying the house was set on fire an she posted on social media that her son stabbed someone . An she's saying his son set the house on fire . An she said hes in jail . An she's saying he needs help that he's mentally ill . 1 I don't think he set the house on fire I think someone that he knew had it out for him an I think the person was threatening to set the place on fire an that he decided to stab the person for as in defense . An then him defending himself an his home it ends up backfiring into him where he's in jail right now . Am his own " birth mother " is throwing him under the bus on the f#ing social media on the internet . An she even admitted that she hasn't even spoken to her son yet to hear his side of the story to find out what happened . Instead she gave the police assumptions an told them a bunch of crap load of lies . An the whole time I was ever with my boyfriend . I hanged with him allot . With my son . Hes a very loving guy an nice an respectful an all kinds of wonderful of things . An not once I never seen anything mental with him . I used to be in a bad relationship that " was mental " well my ex was . An there was red flags that I didn't know about when I was with my ex . But after going through what I went through with my ex . I now know what to look for to see or find any red flags . An he never had any . Hes the most sane person I ever known . An Everytime ives seen or been around his mother . 1 I'm always being criticized by her 2 shes thinks she can tell me how to parent my own son an 3 she know thinks she knows everything an 4 she's very very judgemental . An when I was around her I always felt some was verrrrry off with her the way she talks an acts an how she carrys herself . After reading her one post . I saw allot more other post . She throws all of his personal shit that no one needs to know about an talks about it on social media so everyone knows when its like things they don't need to know an it's like personal things . An ive read her post. An she does it every dam time .I think she is the mental one . I also think she has a personality disorder or something borderline disorder of some sort . Shame on her an from what she's doing to her son . But I'm freaking out cause first I was scared out of shit cause I thought that maybe he died in the house fire an now it's the fact he's in jail an most likely be highly accused of something that he didint . Other then trying to defend himself an the house . An then same day I found out my loved dog that was being watched might have her head cut off 😭😭😭😭 . Witch pisses me off . She's a sweet nice loving dog . Yet this might happen to my baby girl doggieo . I been like crying ever since the afternoon . Been feeling very stressed an depressed...idk how to deal....