Tired of it all..

I’m so tired of feeling like I’m not good enough. I’m so tired of hearing that everything is my fault, I’m a bitch, I’m crazy, I try too hard, I don’t try enough. I see him staring at other women and think I’m not good enough, not skinny enough, not dressed well enough, not enough makeup

I’m so tired..

Tired of waking up to another bruise on my arm or face..

Tired of desperately trying to come up with a excuse to family and friends (I fell again) (it was a accident)

I’m just so damn tired, drained.

I’ve even caught myself asking why am I even here...why am I alive?

Sure being 6 feet couldn’t be worse than this. At least ide finally be at peace....

I don’t won’t to do this anymore.....