Feeling Ashamed 😕

I’ve been having horrible contractions for a week now. I’ve been in labour and delivery everyday with unbelievable pain! No effacement and no dilation. They give me a shot of morphine to help cope with the pain, but it’s so bad I can barely sleep even with the morphine in my system.

I broke down last night with my OB begging him to induce me because I can’t handle the pain anymore, I feel like a terrible parent and feel so guilty for wanting this but I’m in so much pain. I’m 38 weeks.