I want another

I was fostering my 4 year old niece for 6 months so I became accustomed to having two babies. I have an almost 15 month old son who had open heart surgery a little over a week ago. Now my niece is back with her mom as of a few days ago and honestly I’m so depressed. I feel like a lost a child. My son is perfect, and honestly I wanted them so close in age. My so doesn’t want another yet. We own a house, both work, & idk. I feel like we could manage two. My so barely is home (works all the time) so I’m the main care taker. Plus I buy diapers and everything for the kids, he pays the house bills so nothing on his end would change besides sleep maybe.

BUT LOOK AT HIM 😭