Weight.

so it’s christmas time and i’ve been doing nothing to help my weight. my brother is home and it’s been almost 2 years from the last time i’ve saw him. but i was talking to my mom about my weight because it fluctuates easily. for example i lost 13 lbs in the matter of a week then i gained it back. but anyways, i know i need to go on a diet but i just want that “you look good” every now and then. but my family is a mess and i’m extremely busy this week and i don’t know when i can work out and i hate not seeing results so i never work out for more then a week straight. i’d love to run on my treadmill but it is in the garage and i can’t get it out because my moms car is always there. i’ve also been drinking a lot of water so idk if it is just water weight but i feel bloated all the time and my face is getting fat. not to mention my boyfriend weighs less then i do so that makes me extremely insecure on so many levels and i just don’t know what to do anymore