It’s gone

It may have only been 5 weeks but I named you .. you were my cake sprinkle , I knew what you were going to look like , you had your elder brothers thick hair and your younger brothers cheeky smile and I could not wait to see daddies eyes looking up at my in miniature . Everyone says to me “ it was not meant to be “ next time it will stick” there obviously was something wrong with this one “ but they didn’t realise you were my cake sprinkle and I had already loved you very much . I had already fitted you into our crazy family ..

praying I go one day soon without crying .