I’m 17 weeks. It’s been 2 and a half months since I had contact with my babies father. He up and left and decided to block me on all social media.

I know it’s probably for the best. I still think about him everyday. Multiple times a day. I don’t think that will stop anytime soon. I still work my second job at the liquor store where we first me. Crazy, I wonder if maybe he will come back to find us.

We were a summer fling. He would drive to see me everyday. I still see trucks like his and that just triggers more memories and thoughts.

Just crazy how you think you have met someone you can see yourself with. Then all a sudden everything you knew about that person was a lie.

Having a hard day.