Hi I guess I was hoping to write and see how others are dealing with loss could help me. I’m 41 and put my career (19 years in the military) and a previous relationship first instead of having a second child and when trying to do it now on my own I have just received heart ache for the past two months. I discover I had very Low Amh and had a failed <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> cycle in oct/ early nov. then in nov my best friend helping me I did at home insemenation with the shock that it took. Well last night I started having spotting and of course being petrified I went to the Er, my hcg was only 143 I was at 6 weeks and dec 13 my hcg was 101 so obviously not viable. The ultrasound they did showed a thickens uterus but no baby. I’m devastated and feel like a failure