For the first time in my life....

I'm such an outspoken person and I never have a problem speaking what's on my mind. But im completely at a loss for words. So to make a long story short I'm the type of person I always do for everyone else and hardly ever do for myself. With that said I probably spent close to at least 2,000 on Christmas for my husband and kids. I recieved a dollar set of salt and pepper shakers 😐. And a broken knife block that he returned. My feelings are so hurt. And idk how to tell him bc 1- i dont wanna hurt his feelings and 2- i preach to my kids daily about being grateful bc there are people less fortunate and i live by those values. Its not about the gift bc I know that's not what Christmas is about but I can't remember the last time I even got a gift. Last Valentines day I got my husband 4 or 5 outfits, a Ralph Lauren polo black cologne set, a quarter bag of tree (he smoked at the time) a Patriots Hoodie custom made with the Batman emblem and a set of patriots tumblers (his fav football team) and I got nothing. My bday in May... Nothing. Not a card, not a date not a movie.. Nothing. He says he doesn't know what I like bc I never buy for myself but that is BS. He knows "Pink" is my favorite store. He knows I love my lotions and perfumes from B&BW and VS.And when I say "you couldn't gotten me a gift card. " he says well I didn't have money Cuz I gave you almost my whole check for bills. But here is the thing I gave him money to get me something! I Keep crying over it but idk If its cuz I'm 37 weeks pregnant and hormonal or what?! What do I do? What do I say? I went broke and busted my pregnant ass in overtime for 2 MONTHS working anywhere from 116 hrs + to make sure my kids and husband had a good Christmas. I keep crying over this and idk what to do. Should I just let it go