In a funk

I just wanted to post this on here bc i don’t have anyone to talk to but I’ve been feeling so lost lately I feel as if I don’t have a reason to live anymore and mostly bc of the guy who I’ve been w for 2 years doesn’t talk to me anymore and it hurts so bad but it’s so weird bc I have friends who i love so much but also I just feel like I want to go to sleep and never wake up again. every little thing makes me so sad like today I just got a tattoo which I thought would cheer me up but the artist didn’t do it how I wanted so i feel like my life is over bc it’s going to be on me for the rest of my life and I hate it idk it’s just little things like that that make me just want to die.