My dearest little one,

I can honestly and truly say, if it wasn’t for feeling your little kicks, seeing your movements, and hearing your little heartbeat I don’t think I could live this life much longer. You have given me a hope and a will that I never knew I could have. It’s crazy to think that something so little and innocent, something that I can’t even hold yet, gives you so much hope, gives you reason, gives you a will to keep pushing through this hell I call my life. I’m sorry for the things that you heard tonight, just know that everything that was said, was said in the heat of the moment, the heat of the argument. I cant wait for May, for the day I’ll be able to hold you, love you, and thank you for giving me a reason, and a hope.

Love,

Your loving mother.