I miss my baby 😢

Mandy

I have crohns and had been feeling horrible since Xmas. On Friday morning it got so bad I had to come to the ER... i was admitted because I have an obstruction in my intestines. My mother in law came and currently her and my husband are caring for my babe. It absolutely kills me knowing they are handling things.. what if they don’t do things the exact way I do.. I’m already neurotic enough. I will likely be in the hospital till Monday 😓. I can hear across the hall someone sleeping and it sounds like the soft snores noises my daughter makes. And to make things even more annoying, I had to start her on formula while I am in here and currently pumping and dumping here so I don’t lose my supply due to pain meds. I just miss her so much it hurts...