Im so hurt, idk what to do.

Thruout my 1st trimester, ive experienced chills, nausea, and hunger everyday and night. Id tell them to my husband, and he told me im just weak thats why im experiencing these things. Everytime he see me throwing up, or looking sick, hed be so annoyed, and tell me constantly that im weak.

Id tell him my cravings and ask him to buy it, but hed always end up buying what he wants instead.

My 2nd trimester, hed always get so annoyed by me, my presence, and the sight of me bothers him. Hed yell at me a lot and always raise his voice at me. Every lil thing i do bothers him, and hed yell at me about it. Calling me a dead ass.

My 3rd trimester, ive experienced extreme pelvic pain, and lower back pain, to the point where i cant walk. It only happens at night and when i lie down. Hed get annoyed and tell me again, that im weak asf. Wtf is wrong w me.

Hed get so annoyed w all of my drs appt. Always complaining that im wasting his time, taking me to those useless appts.

He also yelled at me when im in labor, i rushed him to hurry up, and hed yell at me. Hes so unsupportive to me, im going thru all this shit for him, and hes not even appreciating it at all. He calls me fat a few weeks of giving birth.

I always wanted to be pregnant w him, thinking hed support and loves me like how he says. But they were all lies, and all the opposite.

He doesnt help me at all w the baby, nor w the house. Hed get mad at me for not cooking for him, and compare me to other women that they could do it. I hdad enough of it and told him at least their husband helps and supports them. He got mad and wanted a divorce, changed the problem to me not wanting to be a mother to our baby.

God help me...