I feel like I’m always at a distance from everybody, I can’t commit to relationships or even one time sexy time offers, I can’t seem to get aroused by anybody or myself I’m 18 and never really had sex, I always feel sorta empty like I’m living a life that isn’t really there ( I don’t know how to explain that one) I have fibromyalgia and now have a high pain tolerance but a constant ache all throughout my body all day everyday and have been though a lot when I was 5 I was in a school bus crash And day avoid friend die in the seat I normally sat in, iv watched my dad become disabled and have a stroke. I feel like I’m not me I’m just a small part of me. I’m just really struggling with this empty feeling lately, dose anybody have any advice if you do thank you so much . Xx