20 18 is hashtag 4ever alone

It’s hard being gay around The holidays everyone is talking about Boys and shit and I can’t say shit because my parents are homophobic and my sisters will be like “HER?!” It fucking sucks to keep my mouth shut 🤐 because I don’t want confrontation. But I just can’t relate to liking boys right now. I am bi but all I’m thinking about is finding a girl bae and I have no one to express that to. 😴🙄😖 I’m alone in this for sure.