I’ve had a very tough childhood since I became my parents’ second little girl. When I was five years old, I was diagnosed with multiple learning disabilities involving with reading comprehension skills and vocabulary. Later on, I became mentally ill and developed severe asthma between ages seven and eight. I’ve been bullied for my entire elementary, middle and high school years. I have severe depression, bipolar, ADHD, autism, severe asthma, mentally and learning disabled disabilities and many more I can’t think of. I’ve been taken advantage of sex since I turned thirteen years old, and it’s still happening today. I lost my virginity between fifteen-sixteen years old and almost got pregnant weeks after. In December of 2016, I got pregnant with the guy I thought he was the love of my life but decided to leave me after stating he didn’t want a child. I kept my pregnancy a secret from friends and family so no drama would occur. I had a miscarriage around 8-9 weeks before my mother and eldest sister rushed me to the hospital for internal bleeding for almost 20 days straight. My unborn baby was supposed to be due September of 2017 but unfortunately he/she passed away too soon. Around a few months later, my OB called me privately and stated that I was expecting a baby boy which I planned on naming him Carter James Henry Koenig. When I get into relationships, I feel heartless within months after. I get cheated on mostly every day and every week. My life was going into hell for years, and now I’m trying to start a new life for myself. I hope everyone enjoy reading my story, and I feel so relieved to put this out to all of you.