Cause there’s nothing for me to be depressed about 😑🙄

I know I have a good life. I don’t have to worry about money,I have a great husband,a beautiful baby,and a roof over my head. But that doesn’t mean I can’t be depressed.

My symptoms of depression were self harm, he doesn’t think that “counts” cause I have a previous history with self harm,I was really sleepy like really sleepy all the time,I was losing weight cause I was eating less (he doesn’t think that counts cause I already have a small appetite,)and I was having horrible thoughts about how I was a bad mother and everyone would be better off without me amd how my baby is a huge horrible burden and many other things. But no Yea I don’t NEED it 🙄 cause it’s just “thoughts.” 🙄