Yesterday I was spending time with my boyfriend and we were getting frisky against my car as I was getting ready to leave, nothing crazy, just making out and some over the clothes stuff. It was late, and I was tired, and instead of just saying goodbye. I said "Bye, I love you" then I proceeded to say "just kidding, I dont love you, not yet". I drove home and I started panicking, so I called him and I think I made it worse. I know hes not mad, but after last night hes been kind of distant and I'm panicking... I cant be alone again. I've noticed that I have a hard time finding people of I'm bald, and I dont wanna lose this one. What do I do?