Just ranting

I have on one to talk to. But I came here to vent. I have a lot to get off my shoulders. I have been married for 3 years, and it was been nothing but rough. I’m having doubts that we should even be together. I had just got out of a serious relationship (who I still have love for) we were together for 3 months then got engaged. At 7 months we were married. We have done nothing but fight and fight. I wake up knowing that the day will end with us mad at each other. He has told me to leave several times, and I try but then he tells me not to. He has never hit but I just feel so unhappy with myself and being with him. I do love him but I don’t think we’re meant to be. I am only 22 and he’s 23. I think we moved too fast. I have asked for divorce and we talk about it but then he acts like he is actually happy. I’m tired of being treated like a slave. I work a full time job and he does too but I shouldn’t be the only one picking up the house and doing other things. I decided to remain anonymous because I don’t want people judging me and putting me down.