2018 has been one of the most confusing and frustrating years of my life. Family, school, and relationships have been stressing me out this year. The last day of 2018 is tomorrow and i just want some advice so that i can think clearly in 2019 and make the best decisions for myself. I just recently picked up my phone to post this, i was taking a depression nap in the dark, yay for me. Life has just been a weird rollercoaster. During this winter break, none of my friends have reached out to hang out or even talk to me. My sister is in town and spends 99% of her time in her room talking to her boyfriend. My boyfriend works two jobs and i’m lucky if I get to see him once a week, and he doesn’t get the chance to call me. My dad has been working and my mom has been making time for herself. I don’t think I have ever felt this alone during the holidays. Part of me is hoping that when 2019 starts, all of these depressive episodes and lonely days will go away. I’m not sure how, but i hope it does.