I have the most intense baby fever I’ve ever felt in my LIFE. I’ve been trying everything to rationalize it in my brain, but in the back of my mind I want a baby so badly. It’s not all the time but it comes in waves.

(I just graduated college, I’m in a long term relationship and have a salaried, full time job so I could do it, but a baby is NOT in the plan for another 4+ years.)

It’s SO bad that during sex I BEG my boyfriend to just cum inside me (he doesn’t obviously because I’m just blubbering at that point and we’ve talked about all of this.)

Does anyone else have this desire to have a child this bad when it makes no sense? Even when they know rationally it makes NO SENSE? Is it just sex drive?