Well, almost end of the year and I really feel I need to vent. My daughter was born December , and at first me and my boyfriend will fight a lot , specially because of me, you know PPD. The beginning of the year was amazing we learn how manage my depression it was all amazing, we do not live together because I’m under age, I’m not living in the states , and I still go to school, he’s 2 years older than me. We have been together for 3 years and his relationship with my family used to be amazing, even with my mom. But when we found out we were pregnant and we gotta tell my mom her mood started to change, she was so mean with him even when he never ever let me down, he was there since the beginning and he had the guts to tell her I was pregnant and he was going to take care of us. Well, I had a chilly pregnancy, no worries at all, I gave birth he and his family was there and I can say they really appreciate me , for the way they treat me and my daughter. But like I was telling you, this year started to be amazing my mom used to let me go out with him and my daughter, his family etc, they will spent Sunday’s here , my boyfriend came from work at night to see us even if he was tired , everything was so fine. Nearly October my family decided to go to the beach I really don’t like the beach and I didn’t want to go, so I say I was just gonna stay here with my daughter, obviously. All they said was no, you are coming with us, sometimes I try to understand my mom , she do not trust me and she didn’t want me to stay here because she’s afraid I can get pregnant again; therefore my and my boyfriend one day decided to tell her about the idea of me being on BC, and once more, she said no, that it was a mistake that it was going to gimme the freedom to have sex anytime. She always says he kinda obligated me to have sex, and she’s totally wrong, que really know what consent sounds like. But going back at the point of this story ; when I said I was not going to the beach all she said ok I’m taking Renata , and I said no like wtf I can’t be 5 days without my daughter, my mom takes care of her in the morning because i go to school but my mother in law was able to help me. October 12th was my mother in laws birthday and they invited me to his house, my mom said yes but that day in the morning she stared yelling at me and calling me stupid things , she said I was granted for doing absolutely nothing but wanting to take care of my daughter. I understand being a mom ain’t easy but hey you gotta learn there are a lot of girls out there who take care of their own children alone, and they make it posible i really admire them , and I believe every mom it’s able to learn and take care of their own child, when she had us, she learnt by herself. My boyfriend was able to help me too, he always says he wants to take the rol a father has. Like waking up in the morning, taking care of her at any way. But going back again, around 3:00 pm, they came home and my mom was acting so mean , she said no she’s no going and my MIL said well let us take Renata a while and she said no, show your friends a pic and that’s it, so my boyfriend got frustrated and started to yell he was tired af he hated the way they treat us and suddenly my sister were insulting him and talking shit about him his mom got mad and yelled too, my sister kicked them out of the house and all I could do was cry . I was shocked . Since that day my boyfriend does not enter the house, he comes and see me and Renata outside sometimes it’s rainy sometimes it’s cold , sometimes we go to his house. He does not have a car for now. He provides money for her because I don’t, I study and at afternoon take care of renata. I’m almost 18, next year . And lately I’ve been feeling lot of changes inside, I feel mature enough to do things . But I still get scare sometimes to leave my house, trust me, all I want it’s to do something brave and different and finally built a future for 3 of us. I want to become a chemical engineer . I love to study , I’ve always love school. I also study on Saturdays . My boyfriend tells me not to be afraid because somehow he will find the way to pay my school, of course I want to work too, and I’ll, we have been taking about it, while I get I job or something he will take care of it, with the help of his family of course . That was my story , and I want to thank this community to help me a lot. Big changes start with little steps.