Just don’t understand!!

So we used this app to conceive our son over two years ago and I fell pregnant instantly. It’s been 14months trying to baby #2 and I’m just done and just would rather get the rod back in my arm and not have to keep getting my hopes up every damn month. Even the months where I don’t think about it I STILL DO!

Like I’m doing everything I have the tests to say I’m ovulating, I go by the app and I baby dance every day that week but I still only get one line??? How why. We have had a child before why can’t we have another? Why do I have to keep seeing other couples have multiple kids and I have to cry every night thinking my son will never experience siblings. 😣😣😣