Its been 8 or 9 months now of TTC. My best friend and I were trying to conceive around the same time so we can raise our babies together. She is now 8 months pregnant and I'm trying to stay as positive as I can. Every month that passes my heart breaks more and more every negative test. Trying to keep my mind busy as to not focus only on conceiving. Its so hard! I was really hoping to be able to announce to my family and friends over this holiday season but as of today that is no longer the plan.... 😞😞😞