Am I bi?

Question

I’ll start with the beginning. Remember a few years ago when people thought being gay was cool? Yeah I was one of those dumb kids and made myself think I was bisexual, I was reblogging lots of naked girls on tumblr and with every chance I’d get I was like “yeah I’m into girls” 😂 I remember having a crush on a girl when I was 13-14, a proper one like I had on guys before. My heart was racing everytime I saw her, I’d get so nervous and turn red. The first time she said hi to me in school I literally couldn’t even say hi back I was like omg she spoke to me she noticed me yes queeeeeeen. Anyway, after that I never had a crush on a girl again. I’ve never been interested in having a relationship with a girl but I’ve always been up for experimenting but I never had the chance. I watch porn for the girls, their bodies turn me on a lot and I don’t even look at the guys, nothing about the porn actors turn me on but real life guys that I know and find attractive obviously do. Also, I was never interested in any of my girl friends like that, I’d think “damn she’s so pretty” but it wasn’t anything out of a platonic friendship. But at the same time naked girls turn me on a lot?! There’s a new girl at work, she’s gay and tbh I do find her attractive. Maybe it’s just the fact that I know she’s gay that makes me look differently at her since I’ve never met a non heterosexual girl before although quite a few of my guy friends are gay but I noticed myself being kinda nervous around her. Like if our eyes meet I just feel really nervous and just smile or I stick my tongue out so it won’t be awkward 😂 me and my friends do that a lot to each other so it’s just a habit at this point. I also find myself lowkey hoping that she’ll be at work too when I’m in. So I’m confused about my feelings?! Am I bisexual? Am I bicurious? I’m just lost 🙄

Answer

I think sexuality is about people not labels and don’t worry. You like people! Go with your gut and don’t worry about what you are as we all change.

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Let’s be clear about something. Being gay, straight, bi, Pan, asexual, or whatever anyone identifies as is neither cool nor uncool.  What happened was enough people from everyday people, to famous actresses/actors, to singers, to professional sports players, to politicians, and many more said enough is enough and started being more vocal about their fights and struggles  for equal treatment, representation, and acceptance.  So while it may seem that more people over the last decade or 2 have been open about sexuality, it’s not because it’s trendy and the in or cool thing to do, it’s because they finally have the chance to be who they are and not have to hide anymore. 
That being said; it sounds like you may be curious. Treat this woman and any other man or woman as you would any other relationship whether it’s male or female. Get to know him or her first. Figure out if you actually like this person as a person before just jumping into a physical relationship.

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You sound like you could like girls or it could be the simple human attraction to attractiveness. Humans are beautiful but yeah I'd say try out a woman and see if you get feelings like you do with a man.