My sweet baby girl had to be put down last night... I had no other choice... she had heart failure and kidney failure even though she was still as crazy when she was a puppy... the doctor told me that in order to treat both of those things, they would have to take her off her heart medication and put her on fluids for at least 3 days, but it wasn’t even a guarantee that it would help the heart or kidney problem AND it could possibly make things worse but that would have been 4,000 dollars... we didn’t have that kind of money plus we couldn’t fathom paying all of that for something that wasn’t a guarantee that it would help... so I had the option of taking her home, not give her any of her medication and just let die at home or put her to sleep... if I did take her home it would have been so traumatizing for me to wake up to her dead or to hear her in pain as she was dying so I had no other option but to put her down... I feel so sorry for what I did and I wish I could take it all back... she was the light of my world, my everything and she’s gone forever... but I’m just trying to tell myself that it was for the better and she isn’t suffering any more... Rest In Peace my beautiful angel, my baby girl...Mommy is always going to love you Boo till the day I die💔😭