Getting ready for our NYE party and my husbands best friend called him to tell him that they were expecting. His friend obviously knows our struggle and didn’t want to tell us at the party as she wouldn’t be drinking. My husband came into the kitchen to tell me and he just started crying, which made me cry. Through all of our troubles, I’ve never seen him cry. All he could say was “I wish it was us.” How can you be so happy for your friends all the while be so sad?

We’ve been trying for 2 years next month and have had one chemical Pregnancy back in April. We are seeing a specialist and are trying to keep our hopes up. I pray that 2019 is our year along with all the other women who are so desperately ready to be moms 💞