ANGRY!! Explicit language warning

F***

My boyfriend and I had maybe plans to go into the city to watch the fireworks and we just got invited to a friends house we haven't seen in awhile and I really wanted to do that. Apparently he made plans with his stupid friends to go to some f***ing bar. Now hes saying that they already made these plans and I Definitely knew about it. I want to punch him in the face haha but seriously it's so f***ing inconsiderate. He just makes plans and doesn't even talk to me about it. I really want to yell and cry and stay home and say fuck new years cuz if I don't wanna be alone then I have to go to some f***ing bar rather than a warm home with plenty of food and no loud music. I'm so mad. And I don't feel too comfortable just going to the friends alone cuz they're his friends that I became friends with through him. So yeah I'm just pissed.