Fed up

My second last period lasted 17 days, was clean for 9 days before the next one showed up (2 periods in one month?).

Then I was late for my current period (48 days) had all the pregnancy symptoms and even spotted for three days. Two bfns and one indent.

The day I took my third test was the day my body decided to f me right up and produce pink discharge, which as it happens was the beginning of my current period.

I was so convinced I was pregnant, I felt it in my bones.

I hate pcos. I hate my uterus. I hate TTC.