I had my appointment today and I took the first pill of mifepristone. I’m now coming up on having to take the Misoprostol & I just don’t know how to feel. I broke down when I was asked if I was sure, I broke down when I left the clinic, but now I’m home & I’m just calm waiting for this to start happening. I’m really scared for the cramping and the bleeding, but part of me says I deserve it for doing this. I never in a million years thought I would do this. I hope I can recover mentally and emotionally from this.