Why God 😢😢

I am so heartbroken right about now. October 2017, my husband and I lost our beautiful angel and it was the hardest pain We both have ever experienced. Since then we have TTC and still nothing😩😢

Fast forward to today I got a phone call from a good friend of mine who is pregnant and she is going to terminate it.😳

I froze up on the phone then took a deep breath and asked God why?? I mean I respect her decision, but It made me seriously question God’s work.