Alone on New Years

So yesterday my live-in boyfriend and I broke up. We are expecting a little girl in July but our priorities are not aligned and things really took a turn for the worst yesterday. He went out Saturday night at 9pm and when I woke up at 6:30am he was still not home. Called his phone multiple times and he didn’t pick up so I packed up all his things and kicked him out. He got home at 7am drunk and wouldn’t leave. Let him stay until noon and when I woke him up so that he can go things went even more left. He was so mad about me leaving his things outside (yes, I did) that he told me a bunch of really nasty things, including that he’d cheated with 8 women while we were together and that he was just using me. He later called and texted to let me know he never cheated and only said that to hurt me and apologized for saying the things he said but I don’t believe him. Now I’m sitting at home alone on NYE watching corny Netflix movies, crying every so often. This has been such a challenging year from start to literally the end. I don’t know what 2019 has in store for me but really just want my baby to be healthy and happy and in a stable, loving environment. Hope you guys are having a better end/start to the new year than I am.