I Hate New Year's

Melissa

Currently 28 weeks with my little girl rainbow baby. Trying to be happy but I can't. Not because she isn't wanted but because it's January 1st and all that means to me is the day my son was born and the day we got the news that he was too long without oxygen and was essentially brain dead. I just need to vent. I'm bawling and I can't stop. Happy first birthday little boy. I hope all of you have a much better New Year's