Me and my bf concieved on accident. I really didnt think i could get pregnant because with (now an ex) i tried for 3 years and got nothing. Me and my current havent been together long at ALL but after we just miscarried (12-13-18) i have a serious void. Id like to be patient and let our relationship mature obviously weve only been together 5 months. but i cant stop thinking about trying again. I was scared shitless when i found out. But it grew on me so fast and turned to sheer excitement. I found out when i was 4 weeks 2 days. Miscarried at 5 weeks 2 days. They didnt give me a reason why, nothing. Itsin my head though, that i am supposed to be a mother now. That that is what should be happening and its not. I want to try again so bad and im just terrified to go through this again. I dont know if its stupid of me to want to try again in such a new relationship... But now that its already happened by surprise like i just feel that were already there. That time doesnt matter its the quality of the relationship... Idk. Idk. Im just venting i guess, ladies. If i were to try again how long do i wait? Any success stories after miscarriage. My doctor said it doesnt matter when i try again just when i am emotionally ready its ok to begin. Am i crazy for thinking this way? I guess im using glow as a diary now but tbh any feed back negative or positive is appreciated and taken into consideration. Xoxo.