For spending so much money we really didnt need to spend on tests last week and this week only to stary prd 6 days late.... tired of all of this consuming me. Truthfully were not even trying, i just cant get it out of my head that i want one more baby... i feel like its making me depressed and taking away from my children i do have. Sounds crazy im sure. Any thoughts appreciated. #sadmama. #tiredoffeelingthisway