Ranting!

It's only the second day of the year, and I am absolutely hating my life. Maybe it's because my baby is due in a couple of weeks, so it could be the hormones, but I've about had it.

38 weeks pregnant tomorrow, the only time I ever seem to get help with ANYTHING at all is after I have to ask or b*tch and complain. I'm tired and exhausted and want help and support. Wish my SO would just take the extra step and show some initiative.. Instead of just laying around on the f*cking Xbox all day drinking beer.

My neighbors are all obnoxious and their dog does nothing but whine and bark the entire time they are away. Wakes us up every single day and I'm afraid will wake up the baby when she gets here...

Oh there's just so much more. Just want to run away. Life will not be this way after baby gets here. If I'm going to have to deal with this by myself, it will be by myself and my child. This was a situation we put ourselves in, the only difference is even a year later, I'm the only one trying to grow in life.