just need some support

Ok, so my husband & I decided to start TTC in Dec 2017. Then in Jan 2018, I had surgery to remove precancerous cells from my cervix. I finally got pregnant in August, then I miscarried in October. Then I immediately got pregnant again just to miscarry in early December. (The second pregnancy was only a chemical pregnancy that turned into a hemorrhagic cyst, but I still had pregnancy symptoms & it caused a lot of pain.)

I would really love to have a baby this year. I graduate with my bachelors in December, & I turn 26 (& can no longer be on my dad’s health insurance) in June 2020. But I also want to have a regular cycle at least once before I try to get pregnant again - I haven’t had a period since July! Is this a good idea? I just want my next pregnancy to stick.

Please send me baby dust, good vibes, prayers, whatever you believe in. I’m physically & emotionally exhausted, & I just need support.